Reluctantly without Happiness

Tonight I just want to be alone

and I know how hard it is

I am struggling, confusing and even perplexing

knowing how fragile I am

Luckily I just got my new i touch 4 last night and Nikon Camera D3100 tonight

and it made me so happy but it lasts for few moments

I forced to smile

thanks for my dear uncle for teaching me so much knowledge of using camera

and my aunt for buying me Mi Sedap

You know how much I love you two?

Please stay in health and happy always

Love and hugs

; )