A glimpse of my life.

Hello, peeps!!! How have you guys been up to? I have been so busy, and I am so tired yet I feel contented. Frankly speaking, I am happy with my life. I love my classmates and new friends, they are really nice to me! I have a lot of case studies with more than 15 pages that I need to read through, and also need to do my English assignment twice a week. Writing paper is nothing for me right now, but reading tons of pages is killing me. I will try my best to do well in everything.

Today, I flew Cessna 172 with my instructor in the morning. It was so exciting and awesome! Can you imagine that you actually sit in front of the plane, and look at all those unfamiliar instruments and the beautiful Arizona sky? My instructor is so cool and his name is Mark. I will learn hard and practice hard from him and be a good private pilot, just like as good as my driving skill. My instructor was excited showing me those rich people's houses with pools in North Scottsdale, and the big fountain hill. haha. My next class is on coming Friday at 6 in the freaking early morning, and I hope I have enough sleep on Thursday night. haha.

p/s: I love to hang out with you.

Stressful life.

I just logged on to My ASU, and I saw an unread email. My life is getting stressful. The English class, oh my gosh, the second day of class is not even started yet, and the professor already posted the assignment, the thing is, you need to submit your essay with 2 pages during the next day of your class! What the heck!!! Arghhhhhh.... My life!!!!

p/s: Thanks to my dear aunt for everything she has done for me.

Jeg og Du

我和你

拥有不同肤色

讲着不同语言

我们不同国籍

拥有不同文化

让我想一下

我们有什么是一样的。。。哈。。。

First day of school.

First day of school. I was excited yet nervous. I am only taking four classes and one of them is online class. So my schedule is pretty nice and I have lunch time for every day. I skipped most of my lunch time last semester, so I promise myself that I will not torture myself again. haha. It is nice to see my friends again at school. The first thing to do when you see a friend is give him or her a big big hug.

You know what? I feel stress, not only for the classes, but also for other things. I hope I can cope up with everything, and I hope it will go smoothly. Thanks Jason and Janice for listening to me just now during the dinner. It was a really nice conversation. I am always nervous to log on my ASU because when I look at the course documents and assignment, and it makes me nervous and scared of it. I guess I will get used to it for the coming weeks, I will see how it goes, and let you guys know. haha.

The weather today was killing me. I was melting while I was waiting for JASON LEE YONG YI!!! I was waiting for him for almost 15 minutes! Luckily I had a good mood today. Or else you were gonna die in my hand. haha. just kidding. Seriously, the weather was so weird and dreary. There was a small sand storm in the evening. Haiz the world is changing. Guys, enjoy your life! No more complaints!!!

p/s: It is nice seeing you again.

其实做人真的很难 人会伤心 难过 开心 愤怒

种种的思绪 有时真叫人心烦

说实话吧 我其实不开心啊

理由有好多 我也不是很想讲

人或许都是不知足的

当你在一头在为别人着想 别人不领情 你会觉得怎么这样啊

而当你身边最亲的人处处保护你 而你却觉得很约束

我真是搞不懂这种心态

我讨厌在猜别人在想什么 有什么就直接说吧

我在想 我应该要怎样做可以让自己真正快乐

人一生都为了生活

我觉得很可怜耶 我可能现在说的话是没有经过大脑的 敬请原谅

如果我可以做自己 可以不用因为别人会怎么认为你是谁 而做自己 那该有多好

俗话说 忠言逆耳 也不是没有道理

难道你不觉得活在别人的眼光下生活 很委屈自己吗

我不想做委屈自己的事

不想做就不要做 唉 很难的啦 现在讲而已 等下还不是要乖乖的吗

我很累耶

有时在想 人生下来就会要面对死亡

一个新生命的到来到底是好事还是坏事

你让一个无知的婴孩长大成人 然后面对生老病死 难道你不觉得很残忍吗

人常常处于矛盾的状态 而有些人选择不理会 说难听 是在逃避吧

有时心累了 我还是真的什么都不想要知道

是真的不想知道

所以 我不讲话 就请你不要一直问 因为我不想回答

很挣扎 心里会很不舒服

那种感觉 你有试过吗？

Be thankful, people!

Finally I have time to update my blog. How have you guys been up to? Must be really busy traveling and partying huh? I am not really busy recently and just being lazy all the time. School starts next week and I am not ready yet. Although I am excited seeing all my friends at school but I am a little bit afraid of going to classes. I probably give myself too much pressure. Thin happened a lot recently and I hope that it will eventually go well. Besides watching City Hunter, I am just busy decorating my room. Hahaha. Every time my aunt walks into my room, she always asks me why I put so many things and pictures on the wall. Ohhh.. I am just trying to make my room looks more vivid and warm.

If I die young... Nope. I don't want to. It is always not enough time. I always remind myself that I need to appreciate the time being with the people whom I love, and I do. Time flies and you can't imagine how fast it is, and it just freaks you out sometimes. Every time I am sad and complain how unfair the world is, I count the blessings that I have. I am cared, loved, and blessed. I would not say I am the happiest one in the world but I am the luckiest one. People are too proud of themselves, but God will have his own way to make you humble yourself. Believe it. Be thankful, people. Smile when you wake up.

p/s: I need to write a bucket list.