It has been so long that I never updated my blog. Year 2012? This is my first post I guess. I abandoned this blog for so many months. For the past few months, I had been through so many things and I experienced a lot. Never regret for what I have done, at least.
Sometimes I feel bad for myself. I put effort and time, and I am trying to maintain everything. Yet it always fails. May be I am too greedy. I thought I can handle it, but unfortunately not. I can't. That's why I am trying to move on. I tried so hard, kept telling myself that I will be alright. Although I seem alright, inside my heart; there is something missing. Something that I never expected I would get it, and I had it. You know I always wanted you to be my side.
Lets bygones be bygones.
