You never know

It has been a while that I never updated my blog. What did I do for the past few months? I think I can talk about it for almost 3 days long. Recently, I can't help myself to think about my future, what can I really do and what I really want in my life. Frankly speaking, I do not know. I prayed to my dear Heavenly Father and I know he will take care of me. Life is short, and I am trying to live my life till fullest. Man is still weak, sometimes we just can't control the things especially the emotion. Right now, my mind is full of complication. You never know what is going to happen. Please remind me if you see me with a bitter face because I know you miss my smile. ; )

It has been so long.

It has been so long that I never updated my blog. Year 2012? This is my first post I guess. I abandoned this blog for so many months. For the past few months, I had been through so many things and I experienced a lot. Never regret for what I have done, at least.

Sometimes I feel bad for myself. I put effort and time, and I am trying to maintain everything. Yet it always fails. May be I am too greedy. I thought I can handle it, but unfortunately not. I can't. That's why I am trying to move on. I tried so hard, kept telling myself that I will be alright. Although I seem alright, inside my heart; there is something missing. Something that I never expected I would get it, and I had it. You know I always wanted you to be my side.

Lets bygones be bygones.