Pissed Off

Why I need to live the way that you think what is right and wrong?

p/s: I just want to be myself.

I'm back.

I'm back to United States. I experienced and learnt tons of things from other people and places. I met people and talked with them, it was such an amazing to know others' cultures and languages. I wish I could know different languages as many as I can. I always enjoy observing and sharing with people about life. Nothing is better than that for me I guess. I realize that money cannot buy real relationship. I was always thinking about how to earn money and how to make my life even better than now after I graduate from university. It is sort of tiring and troublesome. My mother asked me a question one day, she asked, "Since when you become so stingy?" I smiled. I did not want to take a taxi instead of taking trains and buses, and I needed to carry a 24kg luggage up and down the stairs. I'm scared of dying still, I try so hard to convince myself that I will not feel anything when I die. In fact, I'm not afraid of pain or what, I just do not want to leave this world, my family and my friends. I love them so much, and how could I leave them or let them to leave me. The earth continues to spin even though without my presence. People move on and life still go on. Forgetting by people is the most painful part for me I suppose. I know I should not worry about this. I know everything that I'm having right now is temporary, yet it is kind of hard to accept it sometimes when you recall back. Taking pictures is helping me to remember everything that I have done and I used to be.

p/s: Pictures reminds us all of what we used to be.

London, here I come.

Catching flight is one of my "best" experiences ever in my life. We missed the flight in the early morning due to the gate was changed, flight was delayed in the afternoon, eventually we got to the boarding counter in LA and the lady said our flight is over sales and there is no seat left to London. Seriously?!!! Luckily they changed our flight to the next flight at 8pm with upper class seatings. Thanks to my dear heavenly Father. At least we have earned something back right? I'm so freaking exhausted running around the airport and calling to the airlines. Besides that, I wanted to thank my uncle and aunt for your concerns and helping.

Hopefully my mom and I can get to London safely and meet with my lovely friends.

p/s: Enjoying the white wine with the lovely sun.