Loser

I looked at myself in front of the mirror

I was wondering. I was musing about the life, which I am having right now.

I know I should cherish everything I have now and I really do.

I do really appreciate it.

Somehow I felt like I missed something

but I do not know what is that.

I looked emaciated in the mirror of myself.

Why I am not happy? I should be happy but not.

Perhaps I should go back to somewhere I belong.

I was trying so hard, but I failed.

I am a loser.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.

I made mistakes, and out of control and at times hard to handle.

But if you can't handle me at my worst.

Then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

-Marilyn Monroe